I have noticed something about my personality lately. I suffer from Experimental Depression (the other ED). While I am preparing an investigation, I continually raise my expectations of the results. The whole time I am building test fixtures, writing protocols, or any of the experimental steps that come prior to collecting data, I go over everything in my head and I am totally convinced that I am going to get definitive results the first time out. During all the careful preparation I am positive that I have predicted and prepared for anything that could possibly go wrong, so I should collect pristine data. I am filled with optimism and confidence. Then the first day of data collection comes along... When the initial data sets come in, and they not as clear as I expected (too noisy, no measurable difference when there should be, etc.) I get frustrated too easily. Then as I leave the lab after that first day, I definitely start getting depressed about it. Now every time this has happened things have worked out in the end (so far, knock on wood). Changing the test parameters or protocol provides a change that is measurable, where it might have been too small to see before, or the additional insight from the initial data collection leads toward what is really going on. Success is to be found in both of these directions. If experience shows me that it will work out in the end, and there is no way to cover all the bases in preparation, why do I still get down about it? Tags: research Current Mood: disappointed
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